fate

the door never did open.

can't say i didn't expect it. i hoped for more. but i guess it just isn't meant to be. and its kinda hard to swallow. it felt so strong. so real. i'm just waiting for someone to say 'i told you so'. playing with fire, only gets you burnt.

resigned to fate.

had a dream last night. it felt like everything i've been feeling the past few days had been cramped into that one dream. rather disturbing. but the worst part was the detachment i felt in watching all the things unfold.

i like television. it doesn't require interaction. i can just stare at it for the whole day and never have to say a word. hah.

i can't wait for next yr to come. for my life to start anew again.

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

Any type of love it will be shown
Like every single tree reach for the sky
if you're gonna fall
i'll let you know
that i will pick you up
like you for i
i felt this thing
i can't replace
when everyone was working for this goal
where all the children left without a trace
only to come back as pure as gold
to recite this all

Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me

Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
life's waiting to begin
life's waiting to begin 

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